LIGHTWORKERS- Losing Your Sense of Self? (The VOID)

Have you been in the dumps lately?

Connected & Blissful, one day… and… Hopeless & Melancholy the next?

That dreadful (state of being) where you feel totally pinched off from your divine source…bored out of your mind…unable to derive any sense of pleasure or escape no matter what you try…and filled with worry and uncertainty about your future…

I call this state…”The Void”

What is The Void?

This state of being is akin to a sort of, limbo state that awakening souls encounter from time to time during their journeys towards enlightenment.

It is a state of feeling  like you have been cut off from your divine source.

It is a state of total emptiness…

The mask of your egoic armor is slipping…your connection to the divine is non-existent and the combination creates an almost, suicidal state of hopelessness.

You can’t help but wonder…

What has been the point of all of your hard work?

To feel this way?

To add salt to the wound… all of the conventional earthly hobbies and methods of distraction that once helped alleviate this state, no longer work.

You have nothing!

No sense of self

No light

NOTHING

The Void

 

Is there a way out?

Unfortunately, there is no skipping over this part of the process. It is simply a result of shedding your ego-snake skin so that you can blossom into your new, enlightened self.

The nature of Awakening is  relentless & calculated….DESTRUCTION

It most certainly will strip you away of everything that provides you with a sense of escape or comfort.

And it will not stop until you finally let go of everything you thought you were.

But… you chose this path because you knew that you would muscle though these times…anyway.

The gravity of what we are in the process of pulling off here is massive!  

Never in earth’s history have souls chosen to propel themselves straight into the darkest depths of negativity, and in a single lifetime… find their way back out to the light.

Mentally, Emotionally, Physically, and Energetically this is a freaking… insanely- massive undertaking.

Think about it…

You are in the process of raising your vibrational frequency to such a wild degree that you will, at some point, plop into a whole different and higher dimension.

Yes..from this dark and dense earth plane, you are lifting yourself out of the rubble and ashes, into the light,

Pure…clean…refreshed

But… the actual, literal, experience of doing so, is like child birth.

Theres pain…suffering…doubt…fear…anxiety…and a total loss of yourself.

But, so what?

You’re an eternal soul, remember?

You have trillions of experiential notches on your belt that you don’t even remember…thousands of lifetimes of rugged experience.

Don’t forget it.

Suck it up lightworker…

Man up pony boy!

I didn’t write this article to gift you with a sort of cure for this state of being… No..

I wrote it for 2 simple reasons.

#1. To let you know that you are not alone in this…

#2. To remind you that you have what it takes.

-Victor