I remember what I like to call.. “The Hermit Phase” of awakening…
This is a time where it feels very appropriate to withdraw from the “normal every day life” as much as possible and focus on… “inner growth.”
I did this in sunny south Florida several years ago…
At this time, I was doing a few different things that I would bet some of you could relate to….
The Hermit Phase:
- Voraciously devouring spiritual books, blog posts, videos…etc like it was going on out of style
- Constantly tinkering with my diet as it seemed to change like the wind
- Experiencing BAD PHYSICAL ascension type symptoms
- Wanting to do something, but it never felt right… the timing seemed off, like I was supposed to just sit there, somewhat idle
- I was not working at the time, and though I ripped through ALL my savings, it still felt appropriate
After a while however, I knew that I needed to get going on something but still hadn’t the faintest clue as to what that something was.
I was also hesitant because during that time I had started many projects, but never finished because my mindset was all over the place. What seemed perfect one day could very well bore me to death the very next.
I had somewhat lost faith in my ability to plan ANYTHING.
But the bills kept coming and my finances were wearing dangerously thin…
Finally, I got the “push” I needed…
While visiting the beautiful city of Sedona, AZ… I met with a sweet lady who called herself a, “medium.”
She was said to have the ability to communicate with my spirit guides and help translate information that they might have for me…
But, after meeting with her, I decided she wasn’t very good. (I didn’t like what she told me 🙂
She told me that I was to go BACK into the world…
I was NOT going to end up living in Sedona… (At the time, being that it was the COOLEST city I had been to! (I was convinced my family would move there).
She even told me to start eating meat again… (NO WAY! I said) – meanwhile I was about 30 pounds lighter than you see me now, if you can imagine that.
The essential message she had for me was…
“You are not doing anyone any good holing up, meditating all day.”
She said I was becoming too detached from normal people and it was causing me to be unbalanced and unhelpful.
She was absolutely right…
But…
I didn’t WANT to go back into that insane world that I left…
The people, the 9-5, and all the drama… No thanks!
I was RESISTING this transition out of the hermit phase into the next one…
I didn’t feel ready.
I knew that even though I had come a long way, I still had A LOT more inner growth to do…
But the universe said… “Too bad! – It’s time!”
As you might have guessed.. like we do sometimes… I said… screw off universe!
So, I clung to this dying phase a little longer…
The bills kept coming, the money was almost gone… and that pit in my stomach grew by the day…
I felt a ton of anxiety… this hot ball of unease… like I was no longer safe… protected.
It was time for me to stand on my own two feet and I was terrified.
But of course, I eventually did… life has a way of forcing us on our proper path… and though at first, it was very uncomfortable, I adjusted just fine…
Once I finally heeded the call to move forward, yet again, into he unknown… it all worked out, as it ALWAYS does.
I was never given specific instructions that I was hoping for, rather I had to forge my own path, but in the end I appreciated that more.
It revealed to me what I was made of…
Like a big, strong bear that has been hibernating all winter…
When it first climbs out of it’s cozy, warm, dark cave… the light I imagine is BLINDING!
It’s bones… stiff… creaky…
But once the eyes adjust… the old bones lubricate themselves with a nice stroll…
The bear looks around the forest and remembers…
It’s a bear!
A MASTER of it’s domaine!
Where do you stand in this process?
Maybe you are smack dab in the middle of this hermit phase and have no impulse to move forward what so ever… still hibernating…
I am sure that’s the case for some of you… and you should honor that… for leaving the cave in February is not wise for a resting bear!
But, I have a sneaky suspicion that this New Year is going to spell the end of this hermit phase for many of you…
I would be very curious to hear where you stand 🙂
Feel free to drop me a quick email.
PS… I know I haven’t been writing as many posts as normal…. Sorry!
I am doing this coaching program now, and it’s taking up a lot of my time… but I am having an absolute blast doing it! You guys are awesome to work with.
With that said… you might have noticed that I am uploading youtube videos every day! – so, even though, at least for the time being, I won’t be writing quite as much, you can find me there 🙂
Have an AWESOME New Year!
I love you all, and thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your kindness, warmth, and love…
Sincerely,
-Victor
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